I met Des at Java Haute tonight, she brought mike with her which i didnt really mind cuz he's a sarcastic bastard. We get along great. Then we went to Frog's and had dinner, and then to Artistic Skin Expressions and got pierced :twisted: It didnt hurt at all. Some people said it was really painful but he just jammed it through and I heard a little pop and it was over. It's a dull pain now. I might get 3 more in the same ear.. who knows.
Then we went to Walgreen's and I got some bactine for it and I found softlips lip gloss, which Ive been looking for since freshman year. It's so awesome, it numbs your lips almost. Im just easy to please I suppose. Im going to make myself watch Jackass tonight so I can get it back to Ivan. He probably thinks Im stealing it or something, but I really just havent gotten around to watching it.
It's going to hurt like a bitch when I put my pjs on. I'll have to take this hoodie off and the shirt underneath and I know it'll in some way get caught on my ear and I'll be in severe pain. I cant sleep on my right side for awhile either.
Well Im out. Have a night night everyone.. and remember, crack kills.
Well I just lost my whole entry.. damn, damn, damn... I dont feel like writing it again, so i'll leave you with a song:
"Gone With the Sin" HIM
I love your skin oh so white I love your touch cold as ice And I love every single tear you cry I just love the way you're losing your life
Oh, my Baby, how beautiful you are Oh, my Darling, completely torn apart You're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are So gone with the sin my darling
I adore the despair in your eyes I worship your lips once red as wine And I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine And I just love the way you're running out of life
Oh, my Baby, how beautiful you are Oh, my Darling, completely torn apart You're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are So gone with the sin my darling
Your turn: Oh, my Baby, how beautiful you are Oh, my Darling, completely torn apart You're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are So gone with the sin my darling
Hello all. I had an interesting message from somone asking me to be their "lover". What does this entail? I'd like to know, because Ive never been asked to be someone's lover. My boyfriend calls me his lover, but he didnt ask "would you like to be my lover, my love?" or anything like that so Im confused.
Mom is still being a bitch. I dont know if youve read any of my other diaries, but she found the application for a passport that i printed out yesterday and confiscated it, saying i am "never allowed to go to england." How can she say that? Im 19. If I wanted to go to fucking nicaragua I could. Plus she wouldnt be paying for it, so she doesnt really have room to complain.
My dad is accusing him of putting ideas into my head and encouraging me to quit school:
Rick: our plans are for you to stay at school and for me to come over always have been and always will be unless you decide you dont want to continue and want to move.
Exactly. But my parents think that Im an idiot. They had me when my mom was 19 and he was 20 and they didnt even get married until she was 22. Mom didnt even really want to marry him but she caved to pressure. Now with my situation, I [u]really[/u] want to marry him and we dont have any kids yet. I mean, I have never loved anyone as much as I love him ever and I dont think I will ever love anyone like I love him.
I wonder if the rents will do anything thats annoying today? Most likely. I am sooooooo tired and i dont want to go to work. I still need to watch Jackass so i can take it back to Ivan. Ive had it 2 weeks now or so.
What's there to write about at 4:33am? I was sleeping well.. i just forced myself awake to come on and talk to Rick. Im sure mom and dad are still planning to sit me down and talk to me about "running away to england." It's my life, dont you forget.. thanks no doubt.. lol or whoever did that song before you.
I have to use the bathroom but if I go upstairs its going to wake mom and dad up.. I was called "heidi" 3 times tonight at work. For some reason, heidi and holly are hard to keep straight. We dont even look alike. Me, Jeff, and heidi were all talking about how it's bullshit that I make the same amount of money as the delivery guys, even though they technically should make less because of tips. But no, we both make $5.15 /hour and they a minimum of $10 a night in tips. Not me.
I wonder if mom and dad know ive downloaded callwave? Im sure theyll notice when it's charged onto our next phone bill
Arrrrgh today has really blown ass.. major ass. My parents are sooooooooo fucking obnoxious. So what am I going to use this journal for? Hmm.. the other 2 are for bitching, maybe this one can be about [u]happy[/u] things. We shall see...
I met Des at Java Haute tonight, she brought mike with her which i didnt really mind cuz he's a sarcastic bastard. We get along great. Then we went to Frog's and had dinner, and then to Artistic Skin Expressions and got pierced :twisted: It didnt hurt at all. Some people said it was really painful but he just jammed it through and I heard a little pop and it was over. It's a dull pain now. I might get 3 more in the same ear.. who knows.